I still can't believe I'm not marryingyou. I can't believe that I'm marrying someone else. I can't believe it's not you. I can't believe I'm marrying him. I can't believe that you let me marry him. I can't believe that you didn't step up. I can't believe you still see me off. I can't believe my heart still pumps when I see you. And i still can't believe I haven't got you out of my heart. 

I smell trouble. Astarghfirullah . Why do this have to happen. O Allah, keep me away from the whisper of the syaitans. 

“رَّبِّ أَعُوذُ بِكَ مِنْ هَمَزَاتِ الشَّيَاطِينِ

وَأَعُوذُ بِكَ رَبِّ أَن يَحْضُرُونِ”

Ameen.